Help! Iāve had this monstera awhile now, and she just put out this new leaf. It feels really rubbery and isnāt sitting upright like the others - is that normal? Also I have it in perlite, monstera specific soil, and orchid bark, with sphagnum moss around the base for humidity and a humidifier, but I donāt have a moss pole or any way for it to grow upwards, is that something I should do? I repotted not that long ago and donāt want to shock its system, some of the leafs donāt have holes and arenāt growing. I tried adding pictures of everything. Itās getting 12 hours a day of a grow light and some light from a window thatās like 14 ft away. Clearly I am a new monstera owner so pls help me šš



