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title: "Pour some fertilizer out for my Anza tonight. After four years of…"
description: "Pour some fertilizer out for my Anza tonight. After four years of flourishing, it was too little too late to stop the dying process. This is the plant that…"
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# Pour some fertilizer out for my Anza tonight. After four years of…

_Amy님이 2026-01-29에 게시함_

Pour some fertilizer out for my Anza tonight. After four years of flourishing, it was too little too late to stop the dying process. This is the plant that grew my love of plant care. Our first plant. I propped what I could and can only hope for Anza the II 🌱💚

It’s odd to say you grieve a plant. But with the effort, research, time, trial and error we really do pour ourselves into our plants that give so much back.

![2개 중 1번째 첨부 파일](https://images.getplanta.com/v1/resize/ahCTRv8h6e5pa1M_fMqIQJS4xBzv5FFRs_TH1XgqF0c/UT4zkZ_rSa-soirBtcI0zQ.webp?size=large)

![2개 중 2번째 첨부 파일](https://images.getplanta.com/v1/resize/ahCTRv8h6e5pa1M_fMqIQJS4xBzv5FFRs_TH1XgqF0c/dBt2bfTBR1KaGRT8cphrqw.webp?size=large)

## 8개의 댓글

### NamasteWithMyPlants님이 2026-01-29에 댓글을 남겼어요.

She may not be as full but still looks alive to me

#### Amy님이 2026-01-29에 답변했습니다.

The photos are from when she was healthy. She was all stem and rot but I didn’t post that

### lyssxgardens님이 2026-01-29에 댓글을 남겼어요.

very true. i’ve gone through many losses in my house and i felt every one of them. it’s always okay to get a new one in remembrance of the very beginning 💚 i lost a peace lily that was given to me from a funeral and it was the worst.. but i have a beautiful baby one and i remember every day why i have one in the first place :)

#### Amy님이 2026-01-29에 답변했습니다.

That’s a good perspective !

### 7Bee님이 2026-01-29에 댓글을 남겼어요.

Oh I totally get your grief in the loss of a plant you have nurtured. Good luck with Anza II.

### Dondoo52님이 2026-01-29에 댓글을 남겼어요.

I totally understand plant grief. It hits different when it’s one that is a first and you have had it for years. I lost a gorgeous peperomia plant that was so giving for six years. I gave props to my daughters at some point so I do get to see those babies. It still saddens me though bc the mother plant was so big and pretty. I hope your props do well!

#### Amy님이 2026-01-29에 답변했습니다.

Yes, I was able to gift her to so many others too 😊

### Waspinator님이 2026-01-29에 댓글을 남겼어요.

Totally understandable; i lost two bonsai that i had been working on for years due to a greenhouse change and summer heat, and it was devastating; the older one was already 12 years old when i got it. They are survived by a cutting that's grown into a wonderful little tree. May God bless Anza the II and help him rise like the sun.

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